Soulmate, is a term for which a soul has its own pair. Some believes that a soul is a broken cup that needs its pair for it to be complete.
In Wikipedia's database, soulmate is a term sometimes used to designate someone with whom one has a feeling of deep and natural affinity, love, intimacy, sexuality,spirituality, and/or compatibility. A related concept is that of the twin flame or twin soul – which is thought to be the ultimate soulmate, the one and only other half of one's soul, for which all souls are driven to find and join. However, not everyone who uses these terms intends them to carry suchmystical connotations
I, for one believes in Soulmates. Not because I have experienced it. But because I have seen many pair that looks like it. Soulmate doesn't necessarily needs to be a stranger or a person that you just met. But on the contrary it can also be a stranger. A soulmate can be anyone in your life, as long as you make your choice, and make your call. Well, some might react on that matter, but, that's what soulmate means to me.
Man as they say was created by god. In some religions, their soul was even created by God in pairs. I'm not pin-pointing a certain religious group here. But, as I have said in my past entries, man, makes his own destiny. And somehow, right now, I think that what my teacher in high school said is true, "Hindi ako naniniwala sa relihiyon, pero naniniwala ako sa Diyos." is what he said. Maybe odd, but true. Maybe sect leaders made their followers believe in what "their God" are saying, but, no matted what, you may say. I will stand my grounds. Well, on with the topic.
Someone even if its not a woman for a man or a man for a woman can be your soulmate.
Let me share my dream to you. Some people may put up a strange reaction when they read this part on this entry. Just two or three days ago, I was stunned by this dream that I had. It was so vivid and true that if I think about it now, it may not be a dream at all, except for the fact that I was in my bedroom when I woke up.
The setting is in my room way back when I was in 4th year high school. My friends came over to our house just to loiter. We always do that when we (me and my friends) are bored. And when there is nowhere to go, except for the houses of our friends. I was with a girl in a room staring at the window. I know somebody is behind me, but I can be so sure who it is. Coz, for some reason, my body can't even turn around to see who's behind me. So, instead of forcing my body to move, I just enjoyed the scene outside the window. People are running around here and there without an idea where will they go. It was funny, actually, to see that scene. They are like ants that lost the trace of their leader, they were freaked out. Smiling, somebody talked behind me, it was a soft voice of a girl. Then it just struck me. I smelled the perfume and remembered the voice. Deep inside me, I know who it is. But, I don't dare call her name. I wan't to forget her so badly that even a glimpse of her could break me. Then suddenly, she embraced me from behind. I was so nervous that time. I don't even know what to say or do. But, the warmness of her skin made me at ease. It always had. Even before when we are together in real life. I know for a fact that I have been wanting to feel that warmness ever since it had disappeared so suddenly. Knowing that I will burst in tears, I slowly reached for her hand to feel if that person was really her. She was embracing me so tight that I can feel my heart thump. When I reached for her hand, I then knew that it was really her.
Maybe, I really haven't let go of my past yet. Maybe, I'm just hiding it from the world and from myself. Maybe I know deep down inside me that the time I found those hands and the time I felt that embrace in my dreams again, I am sure that I also found my soulmate the time when we are together. But, right things come at the wrong time. She may be the greatest part of me, but I know that she isn't supposed to be mine. Or maybe, she isn't right now. There may be a time for everything. And that includes us.
Some, my friends, and specially my parents will react to this once they read this entry. But, I will beg you right this moment. Please don't ask me anything about this. What you have read in this entry and what you have felt in these words are the feelings that kept on haunting me forever. So please, just don't ask me anymore. I am struggling right as of this moment just to be able to face my present and look at my future. As well as to stand up to the consequences made by those dreams of mine. I maybe dreamer, but believe me, it's the best that I can do. I am so darn tired of crying. But, even if I want to forget all about the things that has happened to me before and let go of those happy and sad memories, I will be empty and fragile. So, I'd rather be like this than to be someone who doesn't really know what does it mean to be happy.
Enough with that and on with the topic. Soulmates are considered a needle in the hay stock. Its so small and thin that you will not see it by means of sight. With over 60 million people in this world, how can somebody find his/her soulmate? The answer, someone or something will always make a way, and somehow, there will always be a way. To find it or to make it may be difficult, but as they say, no pain, no gain.
Ciao!~
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